Suspicions

Had a good sleep last night, got up at 04.08. instead of 03.08!

Have been mulling over my impression that I was treated as though I was guilty of something in the hearing. Have also been mulling over some of the remarks made at key points of dialogue. The attitude combined with the remarks are a concern.

The questions that I gave to my Ex wifes solicitor and which were sent to the judge by her solicitor, were sent with a covering letter in which I made a couple of points about “the time it took for me to be advised that my Ex had issued an action and the situation surrounding being advised” along with comments that I had lost faith in the law owing to this action and how it has been conducted.

Is this what I walked into? The dialogue and the attitude, being put in my place, what for? and by who? What point was being proved? The problem that I have with this is that I know me, at the moment I have a strong suspicion, however if my suspicions are proven to be correct I will take these people head on, ALL of them and will never let go.

I thought that I was walking into an even handed process where all parties were equal. I know that I did not receive this courtesy.

It is bad enough having to go through this horrible and demeaning process, my ex wifes solicitor and the court have set the terms and treated me without consideration or respect, as far as I am concerned I will treat them no less. I want nothing from them and in return I shall extend them nothing.

The point in writing this is to understand the process by writing and reading my thoughts. This has done me good as I can correct my poor performance at the last hearing, at the next hearing. This hearing is based on numbers, which the other side will not find quite so easy to play games with or argue a fact, after all 2 plus 2 = 3 dont it!

I am looking forward to the challenge and have started preparations early. A good hearing is a hearing that will allow me a sly wink at my Ex- wife’s solicitor after the hearing, lol!

I pray.